Library

it's an old photo...... I'm having short hair now :D

I'm at the library right now......


















nope.... I'm not online-ing from there.....................





















This is a schedule post..................

STUDYING WITH AH BAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

to be honest...... I have no idea what I'm doing right now......







TEEHEE :D

Diviya

Yes... you don't read my blog..
but I'm still gonna post something about you anyway :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DIVIYA RUPINI!!!

now you can enjoy life and go clubbing(or whatever it is that you wanna do)
even though we just met this year
but we're now so close it's as if we've known each other for a LONG time....
Happy Birthday Babe and STOP complaining about your size......
You look SUPER SEXY & HAWT!!!! >
See you on Friday :D
LOVE YA~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I look SUPER ugly here but it's the only picture we took together :P

SHO cute~~

Oooooohhhh...

I found something interesting today.....
Some of you may heard of the new song by Kesha-Cannibal..
If you haven't... go check it out... (I'm loving the lyrics)
Anyway.... I got hooked then I notice a verse in the song that goes

Be too sweet and you'll be a goner
Yep, I'll pull a Jeffrey Dahmer

Wait. who the hell is Jeffrey Dahmer?
And so I got curious and googled "Jeffrey Donner" (it sounds like Donner in the song ><)
google corrected me with Dahmer....
curious who he is? guessing?

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HE IS A SERIAL KILLER THAT EATS HIS VICTIMS
(IN ANOTHER WORDS CANNIBAL)

Fine if you already know that smarty-pants
but for those of you who don't.... ya!! I was shocked too!!
click here for the full article
for the first time I finish reading the whole page of wikipedia...
totally Criminal Minds episode!!!
Based on what I've read....

I think we can conclude that he is a homosexual......

ya.... he is interesting...... and kinda handsome?

I'm scared ><..

Blah Blah Blah... #3

Eh Vivi!!!!!
I did it liao :D
before that cannot work leh the "Like" button........
Heh.....

Lucky Bastards....

Okay... this may not be appropriate for the boys..
So turn away cause I'm about to talk about period stuff...

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Still here? lol....
Let's carry on then....
Thing about periods are they're not just blood and mood swings..
they also come with PAIN.

Some girls tell me that they don't experience pain la..
but I do..............
then they'll tell me to go eat some kind of Chinese medicine tablet....
and i didn't (maybe i sendiri cari pasal)
To describe the pain.......
it's sort of someone squeezing your lower stomach muscles.......
(get my pain ladies?)

I HATE HATE HATE PERIODS!!
you can't wear your white pants
Just in cause there is leakage......
OR
you feel hungry but got no appetite
when u eat you feel disgusting
OR
you check your ass whenever you stand up after sitting (totally gives away that you're having your period ==)
OR
you can't drink cold stuff cause you're afraid it'll double the pain (AND YES IT WILL THE NEXT TIME ROUND!)
OR
you can't exactly cancel your appointments with the "I'm having my period" excuse
OR
days of period makes your back feel sore.... (don't ask me, but they somehow do)


But period pains only occur on the First day of periods (for me la)
and I ABSOLUTELY HATE guys who say that I'm(or other girls) is PMS-ing cause we were moody.... (even if we're not having period)
eh, sometime we get irritated/scold you cause you just did something pure stupid...
every time blame the period just makes me want to slap you...

At night, I can't just simply sleep
cause it'll leak... and stain the bed...
no matter how the pads advertise that they won't leak when we sleep
I still won't take the chance...
and I'm sure alot of girls still control their posture with whatever super quality pads..
and if u did stain the sheets..
you'll have to clean it immediately and by hand wash yourself.....
ARGH... it's more embarrassing when u sun dry them
other people will see your blood-stains-that-won't-come-off sheets

the reason I suddenly want to express my hate towards menstruation
is because that day "it came" at 3am in the morning....
normally..... I won't even notice until next morning when i wake up....
but this time... the pain woke me up.....
and it lasted about 3-4 hours.....
There is this way where you have to put a warm/hot towel on the tummy
but it'll only last for a while and the towel will become cold quite fast.
and the worse thing is i had to wake up early the next morning...
so eventually I had not enough sleep.....
period pains are SO pain that I can't walk or stand straight...
and have cold sweat...

So, if there is any guys reading this
please be grateful that you don't have menstruation
and yes! it is tough to be a girl...
period pain is already SO painful imagine giving birth!!!

UNDERSTAND YOUR SISTER/GIRLFRIEND/MOTHER

Outing

I lost my camera. I can't find my camera.
so that means.... No photos for this post :(
I know... I like to see photos too rather than just read what I'm crapping here..
Anyway, I went out with Ah Bao and Qiqi yesterday
HAHA.. to Sunway.... was CRAZY window shopping..
I had no money so that trip to the mall was a little restricted :D

Before that, I had piano class.. and it delayed a little
when I got home that two girls were like

They: "We're at your house already"
Me: WHAT?! I just got home! I'm not ready yet!!!!
They : oh, it's okay.... we'll wait...
Me : == And I can't find my purse...
They: ahahahahahah...

==And so, I went rushing out of the house....
Went there and met Aqilah and her Boyfren~ :D(so sweet)
And she was like regretting going out cause SPM was near and stuff...
Chill la sayang :D

After window shopping, the 3 of us went for dessert....
My HoneyMoon
I don't know if any of you been there
but the dessert are DAMN EXPENSIVE (at least for me la)
cost about 10++++ per bowl
but it's SUPER filling cause they put alot of those coconut milk....

this photo was NOT taken by me...... i got it from the web :D

And for dinner, we went to have steamboat near Inti college and met up with Xiu Wen..
GAHHHHH its been ages since i saw her!!! I miss her sooooo much!!!!!
ILOVEYOU DARLING!!
was crazy laughing and gossiping there....

Still, what a shame that i didn't take any photos....
I MUst get my own camera soon!!!!

Thanks Babe!!

Ooh la la... I'm in a good mood today~~~
WEEEE~~~~~~ my package finally came!!
My first time buying clothes online!!!
I was actually expecting it to be late for a few days but it arrived on the dot!!!
(*unlike the other postman*)
THANK YOU AI XIA!!!! :D :D
and yes I am VERY excited because it's my first time buying stuff online
heheh!!! happy sia!
and also thank you to my brother for signing the package
as all of you know postmen comes quite early in the morning
and i haven't got out of bed..... :D nor did i hear the vigorous bell ring *my bro's words*
Photos below.... please ignore my camwhore and the LQ cause my camera is missing and i had to use the phone :D

yahooo... EXTREMELY URGENT~

better censor them for safety purpose
*just in case some obsessed freak zoom in and get my Number*

TEEHEE!!!

Apa Lah!!

okay..... my Template Designer is not working
It has been for a while actually but i thought it was because of the stupid connection
But it's not and it still hasn't go away yet!!! YELP!!!

SAVE ME!!!

Blah Blah Blah... #2

Testing....... 1,2,3?
can i upload photos now???
*blogger said there was some maintenance thing... hmmmm*

Blah Blah Blah... #1

My stupid hair and messy room.....

TEEHEE....

Linkin Park

I love listening to live music and going concerts
(but recently I had some experience there and i don't wanna talk about it)
especially rock one's cause then I'll go crazy and high and dance around (oops..)
I don't really favor a specific genre but i ALWAYS DO LOVE rock
especially the ones where they sing their hearts out with meaningful lyrics...
just gives me a WOW feeling... (SOUNDS GREAT WITH HEADPHONES)
then I'll be all over that band/singer for a period of time.. LOL

My latest addiction is Linkin Park : Waiting for the End
I was actually looking for The Catalyst..
which is another great song that i heard from the radio
but waiting for the end is more my kind of song
should totally check it out!!

listen to it!! *recommended*

and also the catalyst :D

Tan Vivian.

Today is the birthday of my most favorite person in the world!!
TAN VIVIAN!!!!! :D :D
I have known her for 5 years now and I ABSOLUTELY LOVE HER!!
was totally heart-broken after she transferred to Batu8 (you people better treat her well!!!)
but we still kept in touch and call each other from time to timejust to check up with each others life :D

she even plays the guitar!! how cool is that!!!!!

She has been there for me when i was down...help me with my homework when i suck at it..
give me confidence when I was "emo"
and even attended tuition classes with me(of course I'm not really the main reason.. LOL)

She puts up with ALL MY CRAP when I was angry at everything else
and listens to me blap about boys ALL DAY!!!
gives me advises when I'm at a dead end....
And i might have turn this quiet/shy girl into a crazy/playful girl!!! *sorry!! =D*



Overall, I Love HER (No, you pervert, not the lesbo type)
She is the best and I could never ask anything more from her..

Viv, i miss you/love you/heart you FOREVER :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY Vivi......♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

I WANT MY LETTER!

Dear Mr.Postman,

i was wondering.............................. WHERE IS MY LETTER?!

My sister wrote me a letter on my birthday and sent it wayyyyyyyyy before now..

and it's been a month but IT STILL HAVEN'T ARRIVE!!!!

she sent my brother's birthday letter this month and he got it already!!!

WTF! I was sooooooo excited bout that when she called and told me i had a letter coming

and? NONE! NOTHING! TAKDE! MEI YOU! ELEK!

and damn those flyers stuffed in my mailbox... (no i DO NOT wanna but furniture!)

just hand me that letter and no one gets hurt! RAWR!!!!

From: you-don't-wanna-mess-with-me(and FIND THAT lost letter!!!)

webcam-ing with my sister

I WANT ONE!!!!!!!!!!!!

So, i was wandering around the internet the other day
and i stumbled upon something that I REALLY REALLY REALLY WANT!!!
this thing has been on my wish list for QUITE SOME TIME already..
GUESS??














HINT #1: it has many colours...















HINT #2: it plays music...










ITS THE NEW IPOD NANO!!!!!!





OHMYGOSH!!!!!!
It's like my dream come true!!!!!
I didn't get the Ipod shuffle the last time cause it has no screen... (and i LOVE SCREENS)
I didn't get the Ipod Nano cause it has no clip on(s) and I don't like holding/hanging it around
(and i didn't even consider the Ipod-touch cause it was wayyyyyyyy too expensive..)
So i was like:

I like the clip...hmmmm
I like screen... hmmmm
I absolutely LOVE the touch-screen thing.... hmmmm

And now...... APPLE HAS ANSWER MY PRAYERS!!!!!!!















IT'S SO DAMN AWESOME AND I LOVE IT!!!!!
now i can go jogging/shopping/going around with music with just clipping...
I GONNA START SAVING UP MONEY AND BUY THAT DAMN THING!!!!!!
but I'm not sure that it has come up in Malaysia...
oh well... thank goodness I'm going to the states soon!!
probably will check it out there...
hmmm.... any suggestions what colour i should take?

Check it out here!

Lazy Sunday

I AM SUUUPER LAZY when it comes to Sunday...
is it me or there's something about Sundays...
i don't wanna DO anything on this day..
just wanna stay at home, laze around, play with my dogs...
speaking of dogs! I GOT MYSELF NOT 1... NOT 3... NOT 4
BUT TWO PUPPIES!!!!!! (technically they're about 4 months old)
don't worry... i have their photos in my camera...
so I'll probably post it sometime...

And YAY!!!!!!! i got myself a new pair of specs!
it's been two years since i checked my eye sight(ya.. i know..)
was quite surprised it didn't really increased much..

it looks abit bigger than the previous one but.....

IT'S SUPER GEEKY AND I LOVE IT!!!!

xD

Happy Birthday BRO!!!!!

This one goes to a VERY VERY special person in my life :D
NICHOLAS TAN WAI KIT!!!
he is my awesome/cute/cool/great brother
i can never ask for a better one..
well... i REALLY cannot ask for a better onebut i think it is safe to say HE IS THE BEST BROTHER IN THE WORLD
all the chores that i don't wanna do...
he's do it for me without saying anything (only in a good mood)
when i did something wrong... he'd lied for me
when i don't have enough money to buy something
he'd pay for me... and i can get away without paying him back
when I'm tired he'd give a me a massage (by force... heh.)
Some people say that when we are togetherthey think that we are a couple
hahaha!!! that's because we are VERY close...
maybe that gives people that a kind of vibe
I don't know about him having admirer's but
some of MY friends told me that he is very cute/good-looking
ahahah!!! of course.... look at the sister :D


Anyway... Happy Birthday Bro...
officially 15 years old...
I wish you luck in your PMR
cham... having exam during your birthday...
LOVE YA!!!!

FREE ATLAST (almost)

shamWOOHOO!! trials is FINALLY over today...
still... doesn't change the fact that SPM is in 40 +++++++ days only!!!! *panics*
AND yay! i have a new blogskin!
call me 2000-and-late, i just updated templates to the newer version..
gahh, better late than never :P

anyway.. despite exam week...
i still had some time to get myself off the stress and look for some entertainment on the web
and i started............
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WATCHING NIGAHIGA AGAIN!!!!!! ^^



HAHAH!!! i remember randomly stumbling upon his video a year ago
shamwoohoo was the first video i saw from him...
and I LAUGH SOOOO HARD!!!!!!
i stopped watching for sometime due to some other my-life-sucks-stuff
and now I'm releasing stress watching his videos... YAY!
should totally check out his other videos cause it's so damn funny!!
(he talks really really really fast)
not to mention he's the most subscribed channel on youtube..

p/s: he's getting hotter lately =P tan and lean...woohoo!!!!


Then, Kritz and Karmern told me to watch FRED!!
which was the second most subscribe channel
after i watched his vid i was like.... woah.
don't get what I mean?
watch it for yourself...




get what i mean....
this video is sorta old...
but as i said, only recently i checked his videos out so...
bear with me... :D

P/s: his voice was kinda LOL/annoying/hilarious at the same time for me..

NOT to leave out ShaneDawson...
he's kinda of a pretty boy to me.. :P
his videos are mostly just him acting various characters..
but sometimes he sounds and looks like a girl... hahah
and that's what makes it funny..

p/s: his videos are kind of 18++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++




AND SHANANAY(LOL)

Hiatus

Don't fake all surprise...
I know i have been "gone"for the past few days weeks months
but this time i have an excuse.. :D
it's EXAM WEEK!!
damn.those.trials.
and soon it's gonna be SPM(the real thing!)
*sighs* time flies~
I'm so sorry but i just don't see the
"end of this tunnel reward" Dad...
but i can't wait to be free of SPM!!!!!
so... wait for me people :D
Good luck students of SPM!!

oh look, it's me!!

yeah... way to go Gandalf... ==



I just like the photo of this guy.. heh...

I can't believe people actually do this.

AAHAHAHAHAH!!!
i SOOOO want to laugh at this guy's face..
i was talking through msn with my sister that day.
it was 3am cause she's in Switzerland and i have nothing else to do and........
BACK TO THE POINT
so we were talking happilythen suddenly this guy msn me : hi..
I did what any person would and hi-ed back...
and guess what he replied...

click to enlarge :D

(after you read it)

just so you wondering why i replied "okay!" since he made SUCH a request..
well, i thought it was a computer virus thingy..
and it was funny.
but then slowly i realized it was really a guy ==
and my sister even asked me to reply the very naked part... LOL!!!!
I chickened out at last cause he wants to webcam!!
heh!!!! thank God i don't have one..
But be careful girls, you don't wanna meet this kind out people :P

comments?

i guess you can call this a emo post :D

OH.MY.
paiseh la. i've been hiatus for like.. a month already?
was stuck with my studies....
okay. that was a lie.
I WAS TOO DARN LAZY TO BLOG!(*gasp! big surprise there.. ==)
but special thank to all the people who cared/support and continue to view my blog
despite it's the same old post.. LOL!!

so.. whats up with everyone?
Me? I've been having REALLY bad days myself.
so many trauma in such a short time.
I'm surprise I haven't have one of those break downs YET.
1. my crush has a girlfriend which in my opinion... is cute (it's not a good sign isn't it T_T)
(and i met her in a mall the second day i found out)
2. my lovely sister/ best friend/ roommate/ driver went to Switzerland
3. someone just pop my fairytale bubble and slap-ed me back to the cruel society. (telling me how SOME people are really NOT what they seem)
4. alot of people let me down lately
5. adults giving me alot of problems
6. MY SPM IS COMING SOON!!!!!! (but I'm still coiled up with a novel ==)

and all that leads to low SUPER DUPER LOW CONFIDENCE LEVEL.
omygosh. i sound so down and emo.
hate to say this but reality sucks.
growing up is hard.
every now and then people expect you to be independent and do arrangements yourself
ause you're 17 already.
But sometimes.
I can get tired too.
And someday, I want to be the dependant instead.
god, i miss my laugh already. :(

i miss you jie.