Finishing my year 2

I cannot believe that I am officially done with year 2 of my degree....

well not exactly since i missed my company law paper wtf.

don't ask me i am completely clueless how that happened also.

Mind you, I am not someone really clumsy or forgetful, so forgetting my exam time is a real shocker to me.

not to mention i was so blur to the point i didnt know i missed the exam already until i reach the hall

HAHAHAH. that was hands down the most stupid moment i feel in my entire life. 

so now that i have finished my year 2, i dont know what to do :( 

should i work? should i travel? or should i just stay at home for another 3 months......

sometimes the idea of getting my application done just makes me wanna sleep the whole day..lol

I am really lazy and apparently I am running out of time.

You may think 3 months is a long time but it actually isnt.. :/ 

For those who are considering going overseas to study, 

you'd probably know about writing a personal statement already.

Is it just my laziness or is this thing a pain?

the deal is, you have to write about yourself and submit it to your preferred transfer office.

SO JUST WHERE DO YOU START?

Honestly at first i thought this thing was suppose to be easy, but when I went on my laptop....

holyshitihavenoachievementswhatsoever.

not only does it make you feel bad about your life but you still have to try and write something really convincing to those people that YOU ARE RIGHT FOR THE UNIVERSITY.

i wonder if anyone decided not to go due to this piece of short essay..

UGH.

Seremban :)

Took a short visit down to seremban to see my lovely Sharon!
So happy to have finally see her after so long of planning
Wish time didn't went by so fast and I have to return home so soon :(
Oh if only she didn't stop college...
I had to skip a whole lot of CNY visiting just to see her leh!

Anyway I recently had my very own personally ipad so I decided to download this blogger app!
There's not a whole lot of stuff I can do on here but meh... It's enough for a short/quick update..

well this is awkward....

Greetings people :))
ITS BEEN LOOOOOOOONG....
if I waited another 2 months it will be a year already since my last post. :/
I apologize to those of my friend that sometimes "stroll" in here on the hopes of an update from me ( just so much as a fullstop.) but nada..
I was too lazy. LOL.
but I have to admit 2012 was not great for me...
It was okay in terms of everyday life, but for major milestones?
I don't think I have any for 2012

So back to the reason why I "abandoned" my blog for almost a year.
( Abandoned is used lightly here because I did not completely ignored it la)
I guess 2011 came easy for me
with looking for a college, meeting new people, experimenting the "outside" life and such..
everything fell into place just as it is
but when 2012 came I just didn't feel like..... Me?
I was always up for anything or everything!
but during that year I didn't wanna go out, I didn't like to talk or social, I only stuck to my old friends
I didn't wanna go to class most of the time, wasn't into my studies as I used to...
I felt like i was a 14 years old again..
Awkward and clueless..
the comparison from 18 years old to 19 year old me... there was definitely something wrong with me..
and maybe I didn't give out the vibe that I needed comfort or simply I was too good at acting happy
no one ever doubt me being upset with my life..
which I was.... VERY.
up to this day I still don't know why I acted that way..
I guess a way to put it is I basically PMS-ed all year last year LOL.

so after my vacation in Europe it reminded the purpose of living..
hahaha I'm not gonna go all philosophy of life on you but the jiss of it is
I "opened" my eyes again and I feel like myself now..
I see people my age achieving things

So yeah I wasted a year ignoring time and everything around me.
and so this year I'm determined to make the most out of it by being involved as much as I can.
SAY YES TO EVERYTHING.!
well not necessary everything but most positive things!
my only regret for 2012 is all the time wasted at home wearing my PJs all day.
and not writing on my blog often of course.. ahem..

To those who are close to me reading this I AM FINE NOW.
I didn't have a mental break down or anything I just need time alone and think things through.
and I won't allow myself to fall in that limbo again ;)

so for a classic first post of the year
a recap of year 2012 shall we?
don't worry its not all dark clouds and dead bunnies =P

1. I failed my first year of Law.: not a good way to start but hey that the highlight of my year hahaha. I never had a fail in my life and the first time I experience this is in college AFTER my Alevels. Lemme rephrase that I did not exactly FAILED my first year, its just that one paper of mine did not have enough credits to get through to the second year. Lucky my other papers looks promising and my lecturer decided to let me through and continue year 2 WHILE I resit that one paper again. aaaaaaaaaaaaaand I PASS :D 
2. I crashed a stranger's party, ate their buffet and left  O.O : I don't think this needs anymore elaboration.
3. went through crazy shits and decided to cut my own bangs.
4. With my countless times of hitting the pub, I finally went clubbing :D                                                     4.I nearly went home with a stranger outside the club
5. I wore makeup OUTSIDE of my house for the first time. heheh *achievement unlock* 
6. I stopped exercising and BEGAN TO LOOK CHUBBY: I can't really say i gained weight cause there wasn't any weight gained on the weighing machine. My face just decided to look ugly and unattractive.........
7. I confronted a bitch  girl and (I THINK) cause her to lose friends and stop college altogether. 
8. number seven sounded mean but she's really really even more mean... really.
9. saw The Wanted but as you know I PMS all year so I didn't appropriately fan girled them.
10. ignored a cute guy that came up to talk to me ( major loss weh) 
11. had the weirdest new year count down ever. ( which i will never reveal its pretty adult sensitive :P) 

nevertheless, these are all in the pass and now part of me :')
there will be no resolutions for me as i prefer the go-with-the-flow method :DD
now if you will excuse me I have an assignment to rush within 4 days and I haven't even begin to research yet :P

toodaloo!

Recap of February

March my ass. time flies like WOAH.
anyway sorry for slacking in blogging.. :D
apparently blogging with my BB is a tad difficult due to the fact it do not REALLY have the Blogger App
*i found out that iphone has it fml :/*
nevertheless i still love my BB :))
anyway, February has been a VERY VERY busy and rushing month for me..
with me starting degree and all, to settle down, and a very dear friend leaving the country for studies :')
 first off to send my friend LYS off to CHINA Taiwan :)

without me LOL. yes i stole this from FB ==

initially I was suppose to plan his farewell party and all...
but then I had to fly off to Aussie for a very important event =(
Hence, I DID NOT REALLY SAID GOODBYE.
oh well, let's take it as we're not really saying goodbye cause we'll still see each other often RIGHT :D
i felt so bad for not being able to be there since that we are quite close.... I mean he kinda IS my neighbour too LOL.
If your seeing this my friend I'll try and fly there to see you some time okay :D won't be soon though

So I skipped 2 weeks of class for "vacation"
hahahahahah! sort of a getaway for the weekend..
I decided to tag along with my dad on a business trip to Bangkok! :D :D
of course its pleasure for meee...
all in all it was a really good trip... i did alot of shopping!
bought clothes like nobody's business..
went to Ayutthaya new floating market...
wasn't really what i expected cause the shops weren't really BOATS.
its sort of a wooden walkway on top of a man-made lake LOL!
don't get disappointed though... the one i been is the new one.. there's alot of floating market in Thailand so you guys can really check out the others :)
please excuse my bad quality photos as ALL of them are taken from m BB 9800 =D
i know i know.. I'm saving up to have my own camera someday!

Girls should ABSOLUTELY check out the Platinum mall :D  BUY IN BULK! 

checkout the clinic's name xD

hotel room <3

ze floating market

boat ride!

FYI those are fishes

I think I might have a soft spot for kampung boys :P plus he's super shy!!! :D me like!

And what is the point of visiting Thailand without an elephant ride :D

a family friend <3

lol.

:D

SUNNY SIDE! 

family friends <3 

so when I came back from the Bangkok my mum bought me the next flight to Sydney for the emergency event...
I don't really have to unpack my Bangkok attire and went back to the airport the next day =.=
it can totally be my second home dee..
went there and met up with my cousins!
was good to see my cousins after so many years since the last time I've been in Sydney was when I was 4 :/
going there can be like dejavu xD
a little bit fragments and memories...
okay i sound dramatic =P

my quirky relatives LOL <3

SYDNEY!!!!

Miri =))

Parsley Bay <3

And as usual I can't stop time, March came and here I am at home now in Malaysia...
I don't think i'll be going anywhere soon since I have to keep up with my studies
SKIPPING LIFE LIKE A BOSS! =D
till then.... TOOLOOSS <3

The MOST LAZIEST THING I ever known.

Hiya! How's everyone? Fine Fine?
well on MY SIDE IAMPRETTYDARNANNOYEDRIGHTNOW.
Re: my title of this post, I didn't even know that its TECHnically possible for something LIFELESS.... TO BE LAZY!
I am well aware that MOST of the people I know have encounter this problem.
IF YOU HAVEN'T ALREADY KNOW, I AM TALKING ABOUT THE INTERNET.
YES! INTERNET YES YOU!
or I should probably blame the wifi/internet provider at this point.
*coughs!thecompanythatweallknowsoverywell*
AND THEY SAY PIGS ARE THE LAZIEST. *gasps!*
this certainty tops my list then.

You see... I've been trying REALLY hard to download a 165mb file...........





The "estimated time" mentioned it takes around an hour......







and that was 5 hours ago.............









AND I STILL HAVE NO. FILE.



N.O.  F.I.L.E.

and you know what the sucky part is?
its that the thing already download 70+ mb of the file..
and BAM! its interrupted.
PFFT.
EVERY FOUR TIMES I TRIED. WTF.
*actually the first time was 40, then 50 then 60 so there is actually a slight improvement each time lah*
BUT DOES THAT MEAN I HAVE TO TRY FOUR TIMES MORE JUST TO GET THE WHOLE DAMN THING?!
I cannot even begin to express my rage right now...
JUST GIVE ME THE DAMN FILE ALRIGHT?!?!?!!
what ever happen to the ohsoawesomefiberopticcable my super wise tuition teacher told me about?
huh? IT WAS 2 YEARS AGO THAT ITS BEEN IN CYBERJAYA SO SURELY IT'D BE HERE BY NOW?!
what now huh? we not good enough for those super cables?
we're not a business state like Cyberjaya or Putrajaya so we cannot HAVE THEM?!
why isn't it INSTALLED here yet?
yea right like its damn far to Cyberjaya from here, hence ITS GONNA TAKE MORE THAN 2 YEARS I SEE???

So normally if the internet is down and working NONCHALANTLY.
the logic thing to do is call the responsible officers or restart the modem right?
of course we all do the latter.
waiting for it to speed things a little by restarting it...
and you-know-what.
ohthatdamninternetbitch didnt!
IT STOPPED WORKING.
as in my laptop could NOT even detect the wifi cause its not even EMITTING ANY.
*on a side note: I was a wee bit tempted to steal my neighbour's... a wee bit.. of course what stopped me is the passcode* :P
wtf x100000000000.
and I thought I was lazy.
Beyond words I AM.
honestly if it were a person.... I'd whack him nicely with my dog's bone.....
ITS LIKE ITS LAUGHING AT YOU LIKE A LIZARD MAKING SOUNDS IN AN EMPTY ROOM.
YES THAT "LAUGH"
and i was wondering, this thing called the internet connection.
Is it not that the only reason for its existence is to provide us a route to the web?
THE SOLE PURPOSE.
and now by restarting it wouldn't even work.

you got that right Darth Vader.

(and guess what,  right before I post this thing, the internet DC-ed)
what. a. bitch.

The last of 2012 new years :/

=( just like that 15 days of CNY is gone.... GONE.
never really get to finish visiting MOST of my friends' families =((
i think the last house i visited was Pn.Lau's house..
one of the teachers we share a close relationship with :D
therefore... visit to her place..
Missed Pn. Tan's house-visiting cause I had something else on...
what a waste..
anyhoo, it was good to see my ex-classmate again!
nice to be under one roof again that day :P

I seriously LOVE this photo... we're like a big family! =D =D

I think this might be the only photo i took with Michele EVER?? =O

Teacher's cutie middle child xD ( which bullied Fiona ) 

since it the last post for CNY this year..
I'll upload some of the good memories i had the beginning of this year =D
missing every moment of it already !
each photo with a different event =')

the ONLY photo of Kritz and I... PRICELESS! hehe

blood related-cousinsssss 

the crazy gang that camwhore all around PAVILLION with a  front camera of an IPAD2 xD (yes we seriously did that)

FIONA CHAN! <3

<3 

BBQ at Jan's place =))

Always the 3 of us in one photo huh :PP